I don't know if anyone is still out there but looking at my feeds I see that people do visit even though they don't leave a comment so I have decided to keep writing in this little space of mine. So its now September don't know where the summer went I feel like I blinked and it just vanished. Time certainly goes very quickly the older you get, which has made me realise there are dreams and plans that I really want to try and action. Our lives have changed hugely over the past few months and I have suddenly found that I have loads of freedom no longer needed so much as a mum or a carer. So the wheels have been turning inside my head and I decided to try and start making my dreams come true. After re designing and doing up Bertie our lovely caravan and spending some time away in him it made us realise how little you do need in your live material things that is and how much life and freedom there is still to be had. Life has been a little roller coaster over the past couple of years and its made me realise that its the simple life I want ( I know that must be the same for everyone ) But its time for change and that's what I have started to put into action.
My lovely old dansette record player symbolises peacefulness and calm and that's what's needed, I no longer want to get pushed along with the rest of the world I want to step back further. So what is our dream........
Dear old Bertie is our Dream......
We want to buy or rent a plot of land and to buy a 40foot Static Caravan and completely gut it and furnish it and design it with all our own furniture and bits and bobs like we have done with Bertie but this time it will be our home for the next 10 years. On the land we want to have a small holding with chickens, a pig, a couple of goats and a couple of alpacas and fruit trees and a large vegetable plot. Along with our greyhounds I say hounds because in time when I have finished grieving for Midi we will get another friend for Kia. It seems a bit silly seeing it written down and I am sure there will be people reading this and thinking isn't that the life everyone wants? and that maybe so but dreams can come true if you only work for them.
So I have gone through my loft and my house and made a list of everything I can live without. Sorted all my stock out and decided that I am no longer going to be selling at vintage fairs. For me its to much work for very little profit. So 2 weeks ago with advice from a lovely friend of mine that has just sold her house and all her vintage wares ( and there were many after being a dealer for many years ) she sold the entire contents of her house she has now moved abroad to start teaching English. A very brave move but one filled with joy and excitement and freedom she is now living the dream :-) I set up an online Etsy shop to sell my vintage wares. You can find it here at etsy.com/shop/VintageRetroDelights every week I will be listing new items for sale and all the funds will be going away in my saving pot to realise our dream. I know its going to take a while but everyone has to start somewhere :-) So far I have received really good sales but I have been advertising and sharing things I list each week on different sites on face book and it seems to have helped. I have also been selling at a carboot sale once a week every little bit helps :-)
Just a few things listed in my shop to buy although the Trio set has now Sold and also the purple Vanity case is now Sold.
So that's the start of realising our dream and I am focused and feeling positive for the first time in months. No further need for tears just focus and drive on realising the next chapter of our journey through life. Exciting Yes, Scary Yes especially when you have been a collector and hoarder but its all just things and you cant take them when you go to the other side. Enjoy the little things in life simple things can give much more pleasure...
So feeling a little naked after sharing all that but seeing it in black and white makes it a little bit more real to :-)
Take care everyone,
Love and hugs Dee xx