thank you for all your lovely comments about my front room and my home in last weeks post and to those that have said it should be in a magazine. I have been thinking of that for a while and maybe when the house is finished and the summerhouse has been finished and the inside restored back to what it was instead of a dumping ground for all my furniture that I have for sale I will think about it some more and maybe take the plunge and write in. I have been feeling really low this week and I feel at the moment I am a little lost in my direction my pitch isn't doing very well and I am struggling to sell in there and to be honest its getting to me I have to spend two mornings a week there and although its a lovely place its not very busy and it makes me anxious every time I have to go not many people come in and I feel its not the right place for me I need to be somewhere that is upbeat and more lively which is why I love doing the fairs so much. I have paid up until the end of this month but I feel nervous about telling the owner plus I don't want to let the other sellers down but I know I have to think of my own needs first. So I think I have to be a big girl and just say that im sorry but its not for me. And maybe I need to concentrate on selling at the fairs and doing more of them and try hard to start shifting some things I have so much stock its not even funny any day now I am sure the loft is going to say enough is enough and give way. I have also been struggling with my blog since having to give up writing my other one its stupid really but I put some much into it over the past 6 years it was like my baby and I have been thinking that maybe I have become boring with my writing. But I have to remember that when I first started writing it, it was about my vintage finds and my ever changing home I did put images of the fairs and me but I feel at this point in time I cant be as open and as free as I would like to be or I put myself at risk again. Anyway I think I have moaned on enough here but thank you for listening sometimes you just need to get things of your chest. A problem shared is a problem halved so they say :-)
I thought I would share my recent finds over the past couple of weeks so here goes.
And last but not least for today some vintage wallpaper couldn't believe it when I stumbled across it by pure chance.
Thank you for reading today have a great weekend everyone.
take lots of care
Hugs dee xx